I have been for a while in a spot where I wasn’t happy on
how my life is going. Unhappiness with a lot of things in my life. I have asked
God repeatedly what’s going on. When I don’t get the answer I was hoping for. I
go through the emotions of anger, frustration, hopelessness, and then I enter
into the momentary bouts of atheism. I mean by that I start to default to
doubt. No that’s not exactly true, I am well down that road of doubt.
My friend Rich called me this morning to check on me.
Throughout our conversation we talked about the provision of God and reminded
each other with stories of how God provided. After I hung up I saw a quote that
raised my spirits. It was “Remain suspicious that God is up to something good
by Margaret Feinburg” .
As I read this I was immediately reminded again of the
many times that God had worked in my life to correct for the better, and how he
had worked behind the scenes . While I thought and moaned and groaned about how
bad I had it. I even said wait for it “God doesn’t care about me. Yes I am
ashamed to admit this.
We all know that hindsight is most times 20/20 . And yes it
is in my case as well. In times of trials and doubt. I will remember this quote
and remind myself that God is at work and it will be and get better. Remember
"Remain Suspicious That God is Up To Something Good"
